||[Mar. 27th, 2004|06:12 pm]
Realm of visions
|||||Knocking on Heaven's Door - Bob Dylan||]|
For the record, has not been banned. Simply removed from membership. In a week, should he have chosen too, could have returned. However showed that he did not want to return. And at his request I deleted all of his posts and comments. What good that would prove I cannot see, other then to make me look like a tyrant.
Also, as soon as I can talk to Tallania again, she will most likely get her posting abilities taken away for a week. Not that I want to, nor that I wanted to with Guy_de_bored, however I do not want people to be harassed or insulted here.
Several members are having a hard enough time in life right now to listen to an abusive person. Myself included, I have been suffering for terrible night-terrors and fits of Ureni, which is a sorrow and despair that cannot be described. It's like one's soul being taken and swallowed into a black hole of pain and suffering with no light or warmth. A chill spreads through the body and the soul.
These times are hard, something is coming. And I am trying to prepare people for it. Build them back up, help them to understand, before it gets here. And people who when you do something they do not like or seems "unjust" start to be abusive are not needed here.
Being neutral, as much as I can be and still be human, I do not believe in "injustice". I believe that everything happens for a reason. That there is no justice or injustice. Only the things that happen, and the outcome they beget.
Anchasta do not worry, I did read and listen to your opinions. And I am glad you decided to stay, even though you disagree with me. I am sorry you feel that it is harsh, and it may be so. I may have made a mistake, if so I will have to learn from it. However, it was primarily a test to see how he would react. I hope you understand, and if you do not, please agrue your point with me.
That goes for everyone else as well, if you have objections to my actions please tell me so. It can't help what has happened, for he has decided to go and not come back. But it can help in the future. I am not resistant to change.