|Looking for Understanding
||[Dec. 16th, 2004|03:03 pm]
Realm of visions
Something's coming. Again.
Today I went to an occult shop about 30 miles from where I live, where I was hoping to buy a blade. I was looking through the collection the shopowner carried, and when I came to one, I stopped, and asked to hold it. It was really, really simple, not ornate and "made up for show." It was severely rusted, and the sheath looks like it could use some work. But when he handed it to me, it zapped me, like an electrical shock. The shopkeeper said, "it's not much to look at, but I bound some energies into it." He looked surprised when I said, "I know." But I was actually disturbed. I was getting a really violent vibe from it, even though I knew it had nothing to do with the shopkeeper or the blade. Shortly afterward, I told my friend we should go.
Later today, a friend text-messaged me out of nowhere saying, "I hope all is well." Why wouldn't it be? And yet, the timing gave me chills. I don't know why; it just seems really dark.
An hour ago, a very dear friend of mine called me. "Did anything weird happen to you today?" he asked. I told him about the occult shop, and the shock-effect that came from holding the blade. He told me to keep him posted if anything happens.
I'm so tired.
I posted this entry in my diary, kelticlady. Anyone who's interested in dates/times of the posting can look it up. This is an update.
On December 14th, I went to bed and had more violent nightmares. Someone was screaming. On Friday (10th), I'd heard someone screaming as well, and had attributed it later to a play I saw on Sunday (12th) where one of the characters spent a lot of time screaming. On December 14th, though, the dreams were very vivid, and I ended up waking up to meditate.
Yesterday, the 15th, my housemate's grandfather died. He took a gun and shot himself. As she has Down Syndrome and thus has the emotional capacity of an 8 yr old, we are merely telling her "he passed away."
No more death before the holidays... There have been two deaths, and three hospitalizations in the last week.